I told myself that I would not post anything that was anything but upbeat and, well...happy.
But that is not the case for tonight, I can't force myself not to speak my mind in the one place that is my own.
Here it is.
I am tired of being looked at as a kid (well during some aspects of my life).
I love being a kid in that I am playful and outgoing and adventurous and if nothing else because I read comic books.
But at the same time I need to be recognized as someone who is responsible, a leader, or someone who can manage tasks given to me when they are in deed given to me.
Not set aside because of my age.
After all , I am 24, married, and have led many large tasks as well as people in my past.
God give me patience and give me wisdom.
I am no longer angry but confused, help me oh God.