Thursday, June 01, 2006

Today I feel more tired than I have in a long time.

I am tired physically, as well as mentally and spiritually.

Yesturday I had a meeting with some friends of mine concerning my "future." I left feeling more lost than when I showed up. I really felt that I was going to get more answers to my questions; however, I left with more questions and less answers-along with a sense of doubt.

In this time of feeling uncomfortble with future life changing decisions I will attempt to stay away from worry and anxiety. That seesm to always be my largest weakness.

I just pray that God will help me live a life more like the life that is presented in the Gospels reguarding Jesus Christ. I want to be able to live out the true Gospel.

On a more positive note I got to take my small group wakeboarding and tubing yesturday. It always brings joy to the driver when you see an innertube behind your boat flipping in the air as bodies fly in opposite directions.


Wept_over said...

"I want to be able to live out the true Gospel." Amen to that. Thanks for visiting my site.

Tim said...

I just happened to read this from Screwtape Letters last night. Hope it helps.

"The duty of planning the morrow's work is today's duty; though its material is borrowed from the future, the duty, like all duties, is in the Present. This is now straw splitting. He does not want men to give the Future their hearts, to place their treasure in it. We do. His ideal is a man who, having worked all day for the good of posterity (if that is his vocation), washes his mind of the whole subject, commits the issue to Heaven, and returns at once to the patience or gratitude demanded by the moment that is passing over him. "